There are going to be times when I close myself off.
When I pretend that I am fine.
When I don’t want to talk about what has been bothering me.

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But I will try my hardest to remember that we are a team.
When I pretend that I am fine.
When I dont want to talk about what has been bothering me.

When I want to shove you to the sidelines and act like I can survive on my own.
But I will try my hardest to remember that we are ateam.
That you arent going to judge me.

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That youwantto hear how I am feeling.
That my raw emotions will never push you away, that they will only bring us closer together.
There are going to be times when I get jealous.
When I feel insecure.
When I wish I looked different.
When I wonder ifyouwish you were with somebody different.
But I will try my hardest not to take my imperfections out on you.
I will try my best to trust you.
I wont snoop through your stuff or accuse you of cheating when I have no reason to do so.
I will remind myself that you are someone I can count on, someone who will remainfaithful.
There are going to be times when I feel like hibernating instead of leaving the house.
When I want to stay in my pajamas all day long and oversleep.
When the last thing I want to do is socialize.
But I will try my hardest to get along with your friends and family.
I will put in effort to plan dates, so that we are not always inside watchingNetflix.
I will not cancel plans at the last second, unless it is an emergency.
I will not disappoint you, unless I have no other choice.
There are going to be times when I overreact over stupid things.
When I accidentally start drama.
When I yell at you for no reason.
When we get into arguments that could have been avoided.
But I will try my hardest to treat you with respect, even when I am angry with you.
I will not act like you are the enemy.
I will not say nasty things that I will regret in the morning.
I will compromise with you.
I will talk to you like a mature adult, because that is what you deserve.
There are going to be times when I freak out about the future.
When I worry that we will break up one day.
When I think that you will leave me out of the blue.
We have the potential to make this work.
We have the potential to last a lifetime.
And that is why I am going to try my hardest to treat you right.