Maybe I am bitter.
Maybe I am too immature to take the high road.
Or maybe I’m too smart to put up with your bullshit for any longer.
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Updated 7 years ago,November 17, 2017
I would love to take the high road.
To keep texting you.
To keep hanging out with you.
But, the problem is, there is nopossibleway that I can stay friends with you.
I will never be able tolikeyour Instagram photos without stalking every other person in the picture with you.
I will never be able to be friends with you, because you aremorethan a friend to me.
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Youre someone I kissed.
Someone I shared my bed with.
Someone I pictured a future alongside.
You chose to change things.
When you chose to end the relationship, you were also choosing to end the friendship.
The two things went together, whether you realized it or not.
Im deleting you from my contact list.
Deleting you from my camera roll.
Deleting you from all my social media pages.
Im erasing every trace of you from my universe and Im not going to feel guilty about it.
Im pissed that we didnt work out.
Im pissed that you decided to screw me over.
Im pissed that you hurt me when I believed you would never do such a thing.
Im pissed that our relationship ended this way and maybe thats okay.
Maybe its okay that I dont want to be the person you flirt with when youre bored.
Maybe its okay that Im doing the selfish thing by removing you from my world.
Maybe Iamtoo immature to take the high road.
Or maybe Im too smart to put up with your bullshit for any longer.
Maybe I want to start fresh.
Maybe I want a chance to live my life without you.
After all, you sucked at being my boyfriend.
I doubt youd make a much better friend.
But Im not going to stick around to find out.
