We kindled a fire that both of us did not know how to extinguish.
That we were a mistake right from the start.
We were wrong for each other in every way possible.
Brooke Cagle
I spent so much time and effort trying to fight against fate and made you stay.
I tried so hard to be someone I thought you would love.
We were not the right fit from the start and no amount of trying can force things to work.
Brooke Cagle
I am slowly accepting that we are better off apart and living our own separate lives.
Even when we were together, our inevitable end seemed to be dawning near with each passing day.
You were still with me yet I felt the loss of you so keenly as if you already left.
Even in your presence, all I could think of was how your absence could kill me.
I thought any affection you gave me was better than nothing.
I was too focused on you to be there for myself.
I was too absorbed in the idea of us that I lost touch with what was happening around me.
I am slowly accepting that I have to let you go to be happy.
Ironically, you had never been mine to begin with.
You made me doubt myself every time when you refused to answer my text and spend time with me.
You worsened our situation when you pretended nothing was wrong and swept our problems aside.
You broke my heart when you misled me with your confusing actions and couldnt reciprocate my feeling.
I can reclaim my own identity and be the person Im meant to be without you by my side.
I have faith that one day,I will get there.
