It was in that shocking moment of clarity that I realized that perhaps you never loved me at all.
I am slowly healing my life and seeing that your departure was a blessing.
Now that you are gone, Im slowly adjusting to my new life.
Egor Khomiakov
And trust me, its hard.
You were deeply embedded in every part of my life and my heart feels vacant like an abandoned home.
I know that the beginning is the hardest as the memories are still raw in my mind.
Egor Khomiakov
I keep replaying our last conversation in my mind and couldnt believe you are really gone.
I keep hoping for a glimpse of you everytime I walk past our favorite places.
Not a day goes by without me thinking of you and wishing we could get back together.
Im still missing you more than ever and Im wondering if I ever cross your mind.
I can see glimpses of hope that this too shall pass.
In the meantime, Ill hang in there and believe that better days are around the corner.
Ill seek comfort in the fact that Im getting stronger each day.
Ill be grateful for all the little blessings that occur to me.
I promise to let you go and set myself free from the past.
