I have to let go, be present, and actively live in the moment.
My goal is to get to that place.
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Updated 4 years ago,January 17, 2021
Ive tried everything.
Tom Pumford
Ive tried waiting patiently, but patience isnt my strong suit.
Ive tried getting out there and being aggressive.
None of it has worked, so Im finally giving up on pushing something unnaturally.
Tom Pumford
I deserve someone who really wants me and Im going to wait until it happens.
I cant make love happen.Believe me,Ive tried.
It only makes them run away.
I need to focus and be present.I dont have enough time to keep wasting it worrying about men.
I have so much that I want to accomplish in other areas.
Im not getting younger and I already know that relationships dont solve my problems.
Its better to live my life fully in the moment and take what happens as it comes.
I think thats how Ill ultimately end up meeting the right guy anyway.
Ive been working on that and the results are well worth it.
I have more self-confidence than ever before.
Thats why Im letting go and trusting in the universe.
Ive realized that I can survive without love indefinitely.I believe in love.
I believe that it is essential for a healthy and full life.
I would like to find romantic love that lasts, but I know that its hard to come by.
If I have to be alone, I can do it.
This has allowed me to stop grasping and let love find me in due time.
I trust something bigger than myself.Im not religious, but I am spiritual.
I know that the dating decisions Ive made recently arent authentic and thats why theyre failing.
This knowledge propelled me to focus on simplicity.
I dont think Im quite ready yet.Ive concluded thatI still have some work to do.
Its not all my fault, but I think that love wont find me until Im more grounded.
I have a hard time taking it slow and seeing where things go.
Obviously I need to just get on with it regardless and stop worrying about the romance side of things.
All I can do is keep improving and trust that Ill attract someone good for me.
My frustration has given way to acceptance.I literally give up.
Im tired of tryingso hard to find lovearound every corner.
Its exhausting, its distracting, and it takes away from my general life experience.
I have to let go, be present, and actively live in the moment.
My goal is to get to that place.
I want to radiate that out into the world.
If I am truly content and fulfilled, love will follow.
I trust in that now.
I used to worry that Id never find love, but my self-love grows every day.
Im doing my best and Im letting go of any expectations from other people.
They dont serve me.
