I cannot imagine someones pulse speeding up when they see one of my selfies on social media.
I cannot imagine someone missing me when Im not around.
Wishing that I was there tokissand cuddle and squeeze.
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Counting down the seconds until they see my smile again.
I cannot imagine someone looking at me like I am their entire world.
Looking at me like I am the single greatest thing to ever happen to them.
Looking at me like I am actually worth something when I feel likenothing.
I cannot imagine someone loving me after seeing the real me.
I cannot imagine someone seeing my inner worth when I struggle to see it myself.
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I cannot imagine someone being happy with me when Im such a mess inside and out.
When I have so many flaws that I need to work on fixing.
When I have no idea what Im doing in life, let alone in love.
When there are better people out there.
People who will give them everything they need.
I cannot imagine someone loving me as deeply as I love them.
Someone putting in as much effort as I put into the relationship.
I cannot imagine someone sticking with me, even on my worst days.
Days when my emotions run high and I overreact over something insignificant.
Days when I am cranky and bitchy and dont even bother to do my hair.
Days when they could easily say goodbye instead of dealing with my shit for any longer.
Where I am completely comfortable and my trust issues are no longer an issue.
Where I am positive that we are going to stay together forever, no doubt in my mind.
