Its easy for me to encourage others to keep thinking positive.
But its hard for me to follow my own advice sometimes.
It feels like my stress is getting out of control lately.
Spencer Davis
It feels like theres one good day for every dozen bad days.
It feels like everything is going wrong at once.
I keep trying to remind myself everything is going to be okay and I genuinely believe thats the truth.
Everythingwillbe okay eventually, but its not okay right now.
Im allowed to complain.
Im allowed to feel lost and hopeless and off-center.
Sometimes, I need to vent for a while.
Sometimes, I need to freak out before Im ready to play the part of an optimist again.
Sometimes it seems like spending time on my own is easier, less stressful, less tense.
People come with so much drama.
They can be toxic.
They can be manipulative.
Its impossible to escape the bullshit.
Im old enough to know better.
Sometimes, even the nicest people make mistakes.
Sometimes, even the people you consider family will screw you over.
Just because the world throws one curveball your way, that doesnt mean another is coming around the corner.
I dont want to think of the world as a negative place.
I dont want to assume everyone is going to end up hurting me eventually.
I dont want to become a pessimist.
Even though bad things happen to good people, good things happen too.
I want everyone to know its going to be okay, even if you dont feel okay right now.
I want everyone to remember their darkest days are going to be followed up by beautiful, bright ones.
I want everyone to stay hopeful, even when its hard,especiallywhen its hard.
