Without reaching for my phone and fighting the temptation to text you.
Or because they popped onto the radio while we swayed on the dance floor of a bar.
Back when I had hope that we were going to be together.
Elliott Dunning
Back when I believed that you wanted the same things as I did.
There are theme songs to shows we used to watch together.
Songs that played in the background of movies that we saw together.
Songs that we heard at concerts together.
Songs that we suffered through hearing at shops and grocery stores together.
So many songs make me think of you.
Songs aboutheartbreakthat remind me of the fresh pain I keep trying to push to the back of my mind.
Songs about falling head over heels that remind me of how we used to be once before.
Songs about flesh and jealousy and rejection and everything in between.
Without reaching for my phone and fighting thetemptation to text you.
My brain always reverts to you.
To you, theyre just sounds.
They might even remind you of someone else.
Someone that means more to you than I ever have and ever will.
