I Deserved More Than Your Half-Assed Effort, Even If I Was Never Your ‘Girlfriend’

I deserved more than your half-assed text messages late at night in the hours you felt most lonely.

I deserved to be more than the girl you only thought about after 2 am.

I deserved more than the kind of guy who thought getting to know me required some kind of strategy.

God & Man

My favorite color, sports team, and wine, dont have much to do with my character.

You never knew my passions, my dreams, or my obsessions.

You never knew my fears, my insecurities, or my struggles.

You didnt stay long enough to give me a chance.

I deserve to be more than a chance not given.

You were wrong in thinking that Id care just as little as you did.

God & Man

I deserve to be more than an easy exit.

There is more to me.

I deserve to be more than a preconceived notion of who youthinkI am.

I deserve to be given time to show you who that person is.

I deserved more than your half-assed effort.

I deserved more than you were ever willing to give.

And I dont think I should feel bad about that.