Maybe I ended everything between us long before I even realized.
I chose the truth.
I chose the truth and because of that, you did not choose me.
God & Man
I had our entire relationship planned out in my head.
I had always hoped that we would have a happy ending.
I dreamed of finally having a relationship end in peace instead of in flames.
I dont know what I expected when I confronted you.
I think I hoped that what we had meant more to you than it seemed in that moment.
I would have been okay with it being reduced to just a mistake.
But you didnt do that.
No, you reduced everything that had transpired between us over a years time into something fun.
How could two people have such different views on a shared experience?
You had always been so good at surprises.
Maybe I ended everything between us long before I even realized.
This made it clear to me that I had been the only one believing in what we had.
Your words and your actions before you left no longer matched up with what was spilling from your lips.
I did what I could to attempt to get your attention, but I could never do enough.
I finally understood that I would never be enough to get you to stay.
You wouldnt have to worry about finding your out because I uncovered the truth on my own.
I opened Pandoras box, and there was nothing either of us could do to stop it.
You made me look like the one in the wrong.
I think I deserved to know that I was not the only one with an attachment to you.
I know I deserved an explanation and an apology and so much more than how you left me.
I knew what I was doing could never be undone, but still, I did it anyway.
I sought the truth, and I got it.
I didnt burn the bridge between us, I just lit the match to attempt to illuminate our wrongs.
