He painfully bored me.
He asked me questions like what kind of music I liked and what kind of food I preferred.
But he was adulting, he did it right.

And then there was me.
I ate cold leftover pizza for lunch and drank 3 margaritas last night just because.
Last night I cleaned an apartment with a girl I didnt know for 3.5 hours.

God & Man
We talked, we laughed, we shared stories and then we went our separate ways.
Then I had him help me break into my house because the key wasnt working.
Just yesterday I met a man named Jorge when I was struggling to fit a chair in my car.
He offered to bring it over later himself, and he did just because.
Ive laughed with people who Ive barely been able to communicate with.
Ive cried with Uber drivers.
Ive met up with people from the internet more times than I can count.
I swear way more than whats acceptable and I hate kids.
I can wear nice, expensive dress pants and high-heeled shoes that make me want to cry from pain.
Finding a relationship, an office job, dressing stylish and having a minimalist apartment sound like hell.
I dont want to pretend to want to have it together when I dont.
I want to take life one day at a time.
Im not together, I have never been together and who knows when I will be.
But what I do know is that Ive always been happy living this life unconventionally.