How do I forget the moment I looked at you and just knew I loved you more than anyone?
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Updated 8 years ago,June 24, 2017
From the moment I met you it was there.
Even if I couldnt put my finger on what that it was.
Leo Hidalgo
And in time it only grew more.
With every conversation and interaction, I watched myself fall faster.
I knew very well this could be a mistake.
Leo Hidalgo
I knew very well someone like you would hurt me.
A force I couldnt explain.
A force that drove me closer.
It had always been you.Three words slipped out of my mouth and I almost wanted to apologize.
Cause I knew there was nothing you would say back.
I knew there was nothing you could say.
The words hung in the dark night and that was it.
But the truth is I dont know how to unlove you.
I dont know how to unfeel all these things.
I dont know how to unteach a heart like my to not care.
I dont know how to not smile when I see your name appear on my phone.
Or laugh out loud when you tell a joke even if its not funny.
I dont know how to ignore you when youre every favorite conversation of my day.
Even though I know it might be for the best.
I dont know how to calm every nerve as my heart races faster knowing Ill see you.
I dont know how to look at you differently.
I dont know how to pretend like were strangers when you know me better than anyone.
I dont know how to unknow you.
And honestly, I dont know if Id want to.
How do I forget every story youve told?
Or the ones Ive been a part of?
I dont know how to unlove you.
I dont know how to forget.
I dont know how to forget someone who has given me so much to remember.
I dont know how to unmake what turned out to be my favorite mistake.
Because if loving you was a mistake its one Id make a thousand times over again.
