I dont hate you.
I dont hate myself.
I dont hate the world.
Henri Pham
Our love was not perfect.
You were not always fair, but I have loved fully.
Nor a second best.
Henri Pham
And it hurts so bad because it didnt go the way I wanted to.
But to tell you honestly, I dont regret anything.
I dont regret loving you when all things were good and when things were bad as hell.
I dont regret the times when I embraced your flaws, loved your imperfections and accepted your mistakes.
I dont regret the times when I had given you so many chances.
I dont regret the times I stood by you, no matter how hard it was.
The times when I held your hand and filled those empty gaps between your fingers.
I dont regret the times when my life revolved around youonly you.
I dont regret the times I wasted loving you.
Those late nights I spent crying because of countless fights.
Those times when my mind was restless with thoughts of you.
I dont regret the moment you broke my heart.
It killed me, but its okay.
It made me so much stronger.
And I reminded myself you were worthy and good at heart.
And knew deeply what the word conveyed.
Maybe its not love what youre looking for.
Maybe you have forgotten what love really was and maybe youve forgotten how to love.
And I dont regret that I forgave you for that.
I let my mind run free from all the thoughts that were keeping me tied to what wasnt mine.
Because of you, I have learned all the ways of love.
I stopped questioning my existence and realized that its not a pain to endure.
I dont forget my value as a human being.
I know that you have caused me a deep void of pain, but its okay.
I am still alive, after all.
Time heals the pain.
And I was healed.
Thank you for breaking my heart, anyway.
