I initiated every conversation, which is why the second I stopped trying, our texting ended.
You could have contacted me for a change, but you never did.
Im not trying to make you mad.

God & Man
Im not trying to make you miss me.
Im simply done trying.
I dont talk to you anymore because you took up too much of my time and energy.

It was a chore to keep you interested in the conversation.
Sometimes I would have to senddouble textsto keep the words flowing because you got bored and stopped answering.
Sometimes I had to carry the conversation.

God & Man
I had to think of new topics to discuss.
I had to do everything.
I dont talk to you anymore because I reached a point where it became too tiring.
I was tired of trying to make you like me.
Tired of trying to ask the right questions and give the right answers.
Tired of trying to convince you that I was worthy of your love.
I dont talk to you anymore because its unfair for me to be the only one putting in effort.
I guess youre still waiting for me to do it.
Either that or you dont care about us losing touch.
And if you dont care, then I shouldnt either.
I dont talk to you anymore because I am tired ofplaying games.
Because I thought you were worth the wait.
I dont talk to you anymore because there is nothing left to say.
You already know how I feel about you, and its clear you dont feel the same way.
If you did, then you would have been trying as hard as I always did.
You would have made an effort.
But none of those things happened.
I dont talk to you anymore because I figured you wouldnt mind losing me.
If Im being honest, I wasnt even sure if youd realize I was gone.
Its not like you seemed excited about our conversations in the first place.
You always seemed like you were half-there, only paying half-attention.
Im not mad at you.
Im not trying to get you back.
Im just tired of trying to keep your attention when its clear you would rather be elsewhere.
Imtired of textingsomeone who doesnt want to text me.