I’ve completely lost my taste for what ifs and could bes.

I’m only interested in what is.

We know were in love and theres no going back.

girl standing behind tree

Cody Black

And to be honest, I dont think I remember how to get to that place.

I dont think I remember how to fall in love.

I dont remember how to get butterflies when their name pops up on your phone.

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I guess part of this is my fault.

I have no dating apps on my phone and Ive stopped trying to talk to guys at parties.

Because all I can think is,What is the point?

girl standing behind tree

Cody Black

To be clear, its not that Im bitter.

Id like to think it could still happen for me some day.

Im happy for my friends who have found love.

But for right now, I just cant let anyone in.

I push any and every chance away.

Ive completely lost my taste for what ifs and could bes.

Im only interested in what is.

I dont really know how I got here.

I never have anything to say.

I feel a little left out, but I still cant seem to put myself out there.

I just cant get myself to take a shot.