He always keeps me waiting, always keeps me hoping, always keeps me disappointed.
I feel like an idiot for spending so much time on him.
For planning out whattextIm going to send and how long Im going to wait to send it.
God & Man
It probably makes me look like Im obsessed with him.
Even though he always keeps me waiting, always keeps me hoping, always keeps medisappointed.
Im not sure he even remembers that I exist.
He takes everything I do for granted.
I feel like an idiot for accepting such poor treatment from him.
But, despite all of the ways he has hurt me, Im still trying to talk to him.
God & Man
I still have my heart set on dating him.
Even if it takes him days to answer me back, I always answer him after a few minutes.
I cant help myself.
And it makes me feel like a complete idiot.
Like a girl who doesnt see how much she deserves.
