Would it be too bad to call you?
It was never healthy because we did everything in our power to make each other feel like shit.
We zoned in on each others insecurities and attacked one another every time we got mad.
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We apologized, but only to come back and hurt each other more.
We never set nor respected each others boundaries.
We never cared about the other ones heart.
It was only a matter of time till our toxic egos destroyed both of us.
We became more vindictive than forgiving.
We could never forgive.
You exhausted me and my heart, doubting my every move and intention.
I was claustrophobic in my own life with you.
We focused so much on each other that we forgot what was really important in life.
We were addicted to the misery that our togetherness brought us.
Others would call it unnecessarily dramatic, and we called it passionate, and we were delusional.
I look back and see that it was always about us because we were selfish.
We thought we did so much for one another when everything was only about us.
Could I have tried to be more vulnerable?
You told me I was more special, but I never believed you.
We enjoyed the unnecessary madness.
We thought we could never find someone better, and we were wrong.
We inflicted pain and sadness upon each other as if thats how we were meant to be.
We were the worst together.
We only came together to see how much of each other we could destroy.
We are the story people might enjoy reading about but never want to witness in real life.
It took me years, but I finally understand that we were never meant to be.
