I guess our friendship was only able to survive when we were both single.
I guess you decided you had to distance yourself from me for the sake of your relationship.
I guess were no longer friends now that youve got a girlfriend.
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I guess Im not allowed to hang out with you one-on-one anymore.
I guess Im not to be trusted.
I guess how close we were in the past is screwing me over in the present.
I guess its a bad thing we got along so well.
I guess our history is working against me.
I guess its casting me in the wrong light.
I guess its making me look like a threat when that is the farthest thing from the truth.
I guess you really like this girl.
I guess you would do anything to make her happy, anything to make her more comfortable.
I guess thats a good sign for your relationship.
Unless its a bad one.
Unless it means youre sacrificing things for her you shouldnt have to sacrifice.
Unless it means youre blinded.
Either way, the situation sucks for me.
It sucks to realize you dont care about me enough to keep me around.
It sucks that our friendship was never as stable as I assumed.
The thing is, I dont have a million friends.
I hate most people.
I dodge them in supermarkets and leave texts unanswered.
I wouldnt throw those people away without a second thought.
I wouldnt screw them over.
Not even in the name of love.
I guess our friendship meant less to you than it always has to me.
I guess I shouldnt have allowed myself to care.
I guess I shouldnt have wasted my time with your temporary friendship.
I could be upset you chose her over me.
I could be pissed about how easy its been for you to walk away.
I could be insulted you are comfortable throwing away our history.
Or I could be flattered about being considered a threat.
I could take your disappearance as a compliment.
I guess I should stop complaining about the choice youve made.
I guess I should stop questioning it, stop overanalyzing it, stop worrying about it.
