I hate how I let my happiness depend on whether or not you decide to pay attention to me.
I hate guessing the reason why you havent been responding.
Are you busy with work?
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Have you fallen asleep?
Are you texting other girls and having conversations more interesting than ours?
Or are you in bed with another girl, kissing her the way I dream about kissing you?
Whether you wanted to talk to me or were onlydealingwith me.
I hate wondering if I should have said something different.
If I should have sent a shorter text or longer one.
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If I should have said something funnier, smarter, better.
Something that would have kept you invested in the conversation.
I hate how hard it is for me to hold back from texting you a second time.
I hate that I care so much about a stupid text.
I hate how I let my happiness depend on whether or not you decide to pay attention to me.
I hate how often I read through the cute things you said to me and smile.
I hate how much I care about our conversations when you probably dont even remember half of them.
I hate that I will sacrifice my energy for another minute with you.
I hate thatI care morethan you do.
I hate that you mean more to me than I mean to you.
