I dont want this, I dont want you.
I need space, I need to be alone for a while.
But just dont leave.
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You blew into my life, a whirlwind of epic proportions.
I am in the eye of the storm.
I didnt see what you were doing to my life around me, or maybe I just didnt care.
Because now that my eyes are wide open, I still need you to stay.
I hate you for that.
I need you because of it.
We all have different reasons for forgetting how to breathe.
You are my oxygen while stealing my breath away.
Your smile can light up my day.
Im burning up inside.
Your arms around me are suffocating; a cage of love and warmth.
I dont want this, I dont want you.
I need space, I need to be alone for a while.
But just dont leave.
Youre in my doorway, confused, one foot out in the hall, one inside my apartment.
I feel like that a lot.
Split between two places in my heart, between two desires.
I dont think I love you, actually, I know I dont.
Yet I feel the urge to beg you to yo not go.
But what is there left to say?
We share a look.
You step back inside and exit the door.
Youre on the side of that door that I need you on; youre on the wrong side.
You looked at me for a moment too long to just be loving.
Instead, you said I love you.
We fell asleep apart, a foot or two between us.
It was too much.
