I’m tired of almost relationships that end before they become official.
Who seems like he isnt going to screw me over like the rest of them.
Having all of my expectations crushed and my fears come true.
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Im tired of falling for the same heartless souls wearing different skin.
Im tired of the time wasting obsession that comes with wanting someone.
I dont want to glare at my phone, annoyed that I havent gotten a text yet.
Im tired of expecting more from a boy than he is willing to give me.
Im tired of being heartbroken.
Did I text too much?
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Im tired of being tricked into thinkingImthe problem.
Most of all, Im tired of giving a fuck.
Im tired of getting dressed up in the hopes of impressing someone specific.
Im tired of waiting for names on phones and likes on pictures.
Im tired of caring.
I dontwantto get upset when he ignores my messages and watches my snap without bothering to reply back.
I dontwantto get upset about his shit taste in women.
I want the rejection to roll off of my back.
Because, honestly, Im tired of looking for someone to call my person.
Im tired of almost relationships that end before they become official.
Im tired of letting myself get my hopes up so high that disappointment becomes a possibility again.
