The endgame is “idk maybe.”
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Updated 1 year ago,April 17, 2024
Were talking.
(Or maybe ever.)
Надежда Мустафаева
The endgame is idk maybe.
And honestly, its all bullshit.
The talking stage has made us all cowards.
You cant lose what you never had, right?
After all, you were just talking and theres nothing serious about that!
But mostly its just so lonely.
Im done with it.
Im tired of not saying what I want because Im afraid of coming across as too much or clingy.
Im sick of pretending I dont care when I do.
Why is wanting a genuine connection so bad?
Whats wrong with commitment?
Why would seeking these things make us weak when its what were literally wired as human beings to do?
I dont know about you, but Im done acting like a person without feelings.
I will communicate openly and honestly.
I will demand respect.
Because anyone Im meant to be with will take me as all that I am.
So, this is me breaking up with the talking stage.
This is me going in with an open heart and mind.
At least I can say I was brave.
At least I can say I was honest.
At least I can say I have no what-ifs.
I have no talking stages left in me.I want the real thing.
