I hope you know that seeing you happy made me want to be happy without you.
It made me realize that my pain makes you happy.
My misery brings you joy.
God & Man
My heartbreak brings you power.
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Updated 7 years ago,November 8, 2017
Do you remember the last conversation we had?
You said youd like to see me one more time.
You said youd like to talk to me again because you missed me.
You said you wanted another chance.
You said youd do anything so I can let you in again.
God & Man
I said lets start over.
I said weve both changed and grew up and things could really take a different turn this time.
I said losing you sucked too and I dont want to lose you again.
And here we are, a year later, and I havent heard a word from you.
And here we are, a year apart, and I can feel your distance more than ever.
And here I am, feeling stupid for believing you again.
And here you are, nothing but an image that keeps getting uglier.
An image that keeps getting out of focus.
An image I no longer recognize.
I hope youre happy with the image you left.
I hope youre happy that this is how I see you now.
I hope youre happy that you were able to feed me sweet lies again and I believed them.
I hope youre happy that you win every time with me.
I hope that this makes you sleep at night.
I hope that this makes you feel powerful.
I hope youre happy that your spell works on me every time.
I hope youre happy that you go on telling everyone how you fooled me.
I hope it makes for a good story on boys night.
I hope that this makes you feel like a man.
I hope that this is how youdefineyour masculinity.
But more than anything, I hope you know how happy your happiness over breaking my heart makes me.
I hope you know that this was all I needed to get over you once and for all.
I hope you know that your happiness was how I found mine.
Your happiness was how I redeemed myself.
Your happiness was the reason I moved on overnight and woke up one dayforgettingeverything you made me feel.
Forgetting the pain you put me through.
Forgetting the crazy love I had for you.
I hope you know that seeing you happy made me want to be happywithout you.
It made me realize that my pain makes you happy.
My misery brings you joy.
My heartbreak brings you power.
I would never choose you again.
I hope youre happy with the image you left because I am.
Im happy I finally saw you for who you really are.
Im happy Im no longer going to waste my love and heart on you.
Im happy Im no longer waiting for you to love me.
Im happy because I finally gotover youand it required no effort from me.
Its not for me.Its not mine.Its an image I dont want to ever see again.
