Even on the days when I dont want to love you, I do.
The good, the bad, the ugly.
Ive seen you at your very worst and still think of you as the absolute best.
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Watching you in your most vulnerable state was the most beautiful thing Ive ever seen.
I just want you to know that I still have love for you.
I need you to know that nothing youve ever said or done could make me love you any less.
Because I know you; I know how weak you feel.
I know how you dont feel deserving of any love, and thats just not true.
Youre scared to receive the love you deserve, and youre scared to give it away.
Its a shame, because Ive seen the love youre capable of.
Im not even sure how a heart as big as yours is humanly possible.
And yet you hide it from the world.
You run from it.
Im here to tell you that you dont have to run.
You dont have to be ashamed of it.
You are the easiest person to love.
You are so charming and charismatic, people cant help but to love you.
Youre surrounded by it, yet you remain blind to it.
Sure, there are things Im good at, but the thing Im best at is loving you.
If there were Olympics for intensity of love, I know Id win by a landslide.
Yes, I know we were toxic for each other.
I know we didnt try hard enough to make it work, or maybe we tried too hard.
Maybe its not supposed to be this difficult.
Maybe two people arent supposed to compromise who they are for love.
But when you have a love as intense as ours, youre willing to do anything for it.
Youre willing to sacrifice everything to keep the one person who made it all seem worth it.
Even on the days when I dont want to love you, I do.
This is the love Ive waited my entire life for.
The love Ill never be rid of.
This is the love Ill die with.
Im not asking you to come back, Im just telling you I would, if you asked.
And I just want you to know I still love you.
