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Updated 6 years ago,March 24, 2019
I have loved in the wildest of ways.
I have loved like a starving child, desperately clinging to an absent fathers momentary affection.
To cross this line meant war.
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Any trace of betrayal made my back arch, hair raise, mouth pine for the taste of blood.
Time was never wasted, I claimed the flesh I craved.
Proof of innocence was cotton whites on cold floors, sweat-stained sheets, limp muscles.
It was always my favourite mistake.
Taken in sip by sip, I aroused palates, leaving heads spinning the morning after.
Its easy to get drunk on a love like this but no one ever remembers what really happened.
Even half-finished, waiting for another night, I always felt empty inside.
He was scared, but I stood strong.
He was vulnerable, but I stood strong.
He was loving, and I stood strong.
They just dont tell you the kings of hearts sometimes steal all the glory despite a warriors bravery.
I have loved when I was needy, jealous, lustful, desperate, and selfless.
Gracefully rising into darkness, realizing this was always the best time to learn to shine.
I knew I was on to something when I could light up the nights sky with my own affection.
And when spirit animals howled back in reverence.
Those waves, they taught me how to dance, to fully embrace my celestial body.
Sometimes, goodbyes came as quickly as good mornings.
I will always be a bright light.
And oh, how I love.
I have loved in the wildest of ways.
Sweet soul, thats because you are love.
