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Updated 6 years ago,February 3, 2019
When someone asks me, Whos your best friend?
I still say you.
Its weird the answer is like a bad habit I cant seem to break.
Twenty20 / @meganmeza
You were always my parter in crime, my other half.
We always said we were soulmates, and we were only half-joking.
We needed each other to survive.
Twenty20 / @meganmeza
So why did you hurt me?
The truth is that I ended things.
I doubt you ever thought I could.
I may have cut you out, but it was the hardest thing I ever had to do.
No one tells you how hard it is to run into them on the street and force a smile.
No one tells you how much it hurts.
But do you know what?
I love you, but we cant be friends anymore.
Yes, I still miss you.
When something happens, I have to resist the urge to text you.
I cant even bring myself to delete your number.
Maybe we were always bad for each other.
Maybe we just loved each other anyway.
And I know you wont believe me.
Youd tell me that if I loved you, I wouldnt have walked away.
Of course I love you, but now Im also learning to love myself.
