Even though I still care about you, Ive come to the realization that I deserve better.
I remember that day like it was yesterday.
I remember how hard I cried because this time, I knew our farewell was real.
Cris Trung
No one would ever understand what you meant to me because of the bumpy road we had.
It was far from perfect, but still, we had our little world.
Time has passed, and still, its hard for me to see all the red flags you had.
I knew you wanted me in your life, but not in the way I wanted you in mine.
I gave you all of me, and you just gave me halves.
You and your dark hair and skinny body.
Deep inside I knew it wasnt right.
I always knew I deserved better but I didnt want to let you go.
I look back and I blame myself for being naive, thinking I could change your mind.
You always knew what you wanted, and what you wanted wasnt me.
Im not going to lie.
I still miss you.
I miss you every time I see the Instagram account we followed together.
I miss you when I hear the song that was playing when we kissed in your car.
Even though I still care about you, Ive come to the realization that I deserve better.
I deserve someone that is sure that I am the one he wants to be with.
Someone that feels about me the same way I feel about him.
Someone who doesnt make excuses.
The day you left, I thought a lot about my future.
I thought a lot about the next one that is going to be in my life.
Before being able to love someone and be loved by someone else, I need to love myself first.
I need to be my priority and my soulmate.
Im not going to lie, I miss you.
I deserve to move on.
