You don’t deserve a one-word text.
You don’t deserve a smile.
You dont deserve a one-word text.
apricotberlin
You dont deserve a smile.
I wish I didnt miss you because temptation has never been a friend of mine.
When that happens, Im not sure what to expect.
I can imagine the scene playing out in a few different ways.
Im not sure whether forgiving you is the right move to make.
Missing you makes my world more complicated.
Everything is good right now.
There isnt any drama.
There arent any reasons for me to wake up at midnight, screaming from nightmares.
I dont want to walk right back into a toxic situation.
I wish I didnt miss you because theres not much about you to miss.
You were horrible to me.
You made me feel off-balance, unsure, afraid.
I spent such a long time trying to get away from you.
Now that Im free, I shouldnt want anything to do with you.
I shouldnt miss a single thing about you and quite frankly, I feel stupid for feeling this way.
I wish I could turn the emotion off.
I wish I could get better control of my heart.
I wish I didnt miss you because it would be easier to continue on without you.
It would be less stressful, less dramatic, less painful.
I wish I didnt miss you because you lost your chance to keep in touch with me.
You were the one who screwed up everything.
Youre the one to blame for our falling out.
Its not fair youre still putting me through pain even though we havent spoken in ages.
Its not fair you still have a hold on me.
Its just not fair.
