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Updated 4 years ago,May 2, 2021
Its been a year now.
And I did just that.
I never wrote about the cheating.
Mike Palmowski
The disbelief Id corner myself with every night when I lay down in my bed- alone.
How could you do this to me again?
I was so proud of myself for holding this (and SO much more) back.
I thought I deserved something for it.
Look at me- taking the high road.
But this isnt about some existential road.
This is about the truth.
You wouldnt even last a week.
I would say I feel sorry for you- but I dont.
I feel sorry for myself for holding this in for so long.
I deserve the right to say these things to your face and for you to actually hear them.
I deserve someone (not you, someone decent) who will never do what you did.
I deserve an actual apology.
Ill never get it, this much I know.
Not a real one anyway.
What good would it do me that I havent already done for myself?
I moved on because I know there are infinitely better people out there than you.
I have no guilt when I lay my head down at night.
I hope you’re able to say the same.
