I want something real with you.
Right now, at this current reality, in this exact moment of this universe.
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Updated 6 years ago,October 5, 2019
I want a label bang out of love.
JD Mason
I want to know where this is heading.
I want to know what we are.
I dont want to be your maybe, your in-between, and your passing fancy.
I wont be a warm body you reach out to at midnight.
I wont be the text messages you reply to when youre bored.
I wont be the uncertainty that causes you to hover in the gray area.
I wont be the date youre ashamed to be with in public.
I wont be the girl who forgives all your transgressions and takes you back with open arms.
I want spontaneous road trips, chasing after sunsets, and watching the sunrises.
I want to lock eyes with you across the crowded room and share a secret knowing glance.
I want to reach for your hand and feel your fingers instantly squeeze mine back tightly.
I want to eventually build a home with you and go back to you every night.
I want a mutual partnership where both of us continues to try and fight for us.
I want us to be best friends, lovers, and partners who embark on this life journey together.
Im not interested in the possibility of you loving me back.
Im not okay with letting things go with the flow.
Im not chill or cool with casual dating and having to pretend to be someone I am not.
Im not interested in ambiguity.
Dancing between the gray area that never amounts to anything.
Stumbling into a non-existent relationship that holds more possibilities than something real.
Reading between the lines for a piece of affection that is more imaginary than concrete.
I want something real with you.
Right now, at this current reality, in this exact moment of this universe.
Not your promises of a future that may not come.
Not the possibilities of us amounting into something concrete.
Not the potential of how well we could be together.
Not the idea of us working out in an alternate universe.
I want a simple love that is predictable in its consistency and effort.
I find myself gravitating towards someone safe and who feels like home.
Im attracted to a love that is built on a foundation of commitment, certainty, and conviction.
I want real and honest love.
And if you love me, you will show me just how much you do.
