I know what you are willing to give me by now.
Enough to keep me interested, but not to keep me happy.
I cant be the only one who initiates conversations.
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The only one who plans to get together on weekends.
The only one who gives a shit about whether we become closer or stay at the same distance.
Im not going to chase after you anymore.
Im not going to daydream about what I should text you while Im stuck at work.
I know what you are willing to give me by now.
Enough to keep me interested, but not to keep me happy.
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Chasing after you hurts me more than it should.
We are never going to be anything more than friends.
Friends who are highly attracted to each other.
But somehow, stilljust friends.
Even though I want to date you, I am not willing to rearrange my morals for you.
I am not going to lower my standards or my expectations.
Its going to be hard for me to ignore your texts.
To stay silent instead of making a flirty remark.
It is going to be hard work to erase you from my life.
It is going to take a lot of effort on my part.
Of course, it is something that I have to do if I want to find happiness.
I deserve more than you have been giving me.
I deserve more than aone-sided love.
I have to walk away.
I have to say goodbye.
