Love can make you do crazy things.
I never had someone want to spend so much time with me so quickly.
But it came as fast as it went, and I was devastated.
Anthony DELANOIX
Things were differenthe even said so himself.
He started becoming distant, and I didnt know what to do.
I asked anyone who would listen for advice to make this workmy friends, my family,evenReddit.
But I did all of that.
However, just because I was ready didnt mean he was.
I knew going to this festival was a bad idea.
The breakup was just too fresh, and I knew I wouldnt be able to handle it.
Spoiler alert: It didnt work, but we did it.
We ended up spending a week together in Arizona, and it was intense, to say the least.
It was the worst form of emotional whiplash.
It was everything I ever wanted right in front of my eyes, and it didnt want me back.
I mean, when two people love each other, it doesnt just go away.
I sighed, trying not to get emotional, even though that never stopped me before.
I wouldnt say closure, I said.
But, I think it gave me what I needed.
I mean, I cant help the way I feel.
It really hurts, but Ill get over it.
Saying I still love him would be putting it lightly.
I think about him all the time and only want whats best for him.
With that being said, love isnt enough to make a relationship keep going.
And it definitely wont work if the effort put into the relationship is one-sided.
The amount of love I have for this guy ended up being boundary-less, toxic, and unhealthy.
But sometimes its for the best.
