I push you away because I can’t see how someone like you could love someone like me.
I don’t believe it.
I see my flaws like a neon sign in the dead of the night.
Francisco Moreno
Its an old habit, and like they say old habits die hard.
I push you away because I cant see how someone like you could love someone like me.
I act like I dont care.
It always comes back to me thinking Im not enough.
You left and I cant blame you because I pushed you away the whole time.
I never let you in.
I was always guarded.
I blame myself for not being good enough when in reality I know that I am enough.
I wish I could stop pushing people away every time they got close.
Or I gave them no option but to run.
Everyone has always left.
Im used to leaving.
I know how to deal with leaving because Im good at shutting my heart out.
I dont know how to open up and let the walls Ive built around my heart fall.
Its a bad habit and I havent been able to break it yet.
I pushed you away and I dont think that will stop soon, but Im working on it.
