I wish I didnt know better because knowing better makes you realistic and logical and calculated.
It makes you curb what your heart really desires.
It makes you leave.
It gives me an excuse to wait.
It gives me an excuse to turn a blind eye to the red flags.
It gives me an excuse to believe in maybes.
I wish I didnt learn that words dont mean anything without actions.
I wish I still believed in the power of words only.
I wish I didnt see so many marriages end in divorces and so many relationships fall apart.
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I wish I didnt know that love alone isnt enough.
I wish I wasnt too involved in heartbreaking stories and husbands cheating and people lying and people leaving.
I wish I didnt understand the game so well.
I wish I didnt know the rules or the tricks or how to win.
But now the game is over for me.
Im tired of playing it and winning doesnt make any difference.Love is not a game.
I wish I didnt love myself as much as I do because it makes me run away too soon.
It makes me leave too soon.
It makes me reject anything mediocre and it makes me not want to settle.
I wish I didnt know better because knowing better makes you realistic and logical and calculated.
It makes you curb what your heart really desires.
It makes you leave.
It makes you do the right thing no matter how hard it is.
