I know that I dont need you in my life as my life is complete even without you.
For a long time, you were the constant that I could depend on when the world felt heavy.
You were my ride or die.
Kilian M
You were the one I turned to to share my good news or when I hit rock bottom.
You were the unshakable pillar in my life and we were inseparable.
I assumed wrongly that we were the exception to heartbreak.
I wished I had fought harder for us and made you stay.
You see, I am perfectly fine without you.
I could do without you.
But the thing is, I dont want to.
There was no one else that I would rather be with.
I want to spend every waking moment to the fullest with you by my side.
I want to just talk with you about everything and nothing in particular but have your presence comfort me.
I want you to hold me in your arms and tell me that everything is going to be okay.
I never meant to fall in love with you.
You werent my bang out at all.
You were too loud and attentive-seeking and you consumed so much of my time and energy.
Being with you was outside of my comfort zone, it was scary yet exhilarating.
You dived straight into love and grabbed me with you.
Before I could process, I found myself falling into the unknown and trusting you.
I couldnt fathom what happen but I knew that it was too late.
I had fallen for you.
We both wanted the same thing and saw each other as our future.
I kept looking at my cell phone and hoping your familiar name would lit up.
I looked at our old pictures and reminisced about our memories together.
I know that I dont need you in my life as my life is complete even without you.
I can still go about living my best life because that is the pop in of person I am.
I wont let anyone stop me from striving for my happiness.
But how I wish you were here with me right now.
How I wished we could be together once more.
