I Wish You Had Never Taught Me The Things You Did

Now I dont fight to get out of it.

Now its my second home.

They check out long before they physically leave.

Joshua Rawson-Harris

They just abandon everything; the past, the present and the future.

They become so selfish.

They disappear the next morning and sometimes they never come back.

Now its my second home.

Now it doesnt scare me because I know it all too well.

It makes me let people go.

Joshua Rawson-Harris

It makes force myself to unfeel everything and unlove everyone.

You made me feel like Ill never be good enough.

You made me feel like everything was my fault.

You never wanted me to make any mistakes.

You never wanted me tolive.

I wish you had taught me that people stay when things get hard.

I wish you had taught me that my imperfections make me real and they could be accepted.

I wish you had taught me that it was okay to be myself.

I wish you had given me the confidence to take the world by storm.

I wish you had given me the kind of love that I dont need to look for anywhere else.

I must learn how to change these lessons.

I must teach myself everything you should have taught me.

I must pay the price for all your mistakes and find a way to correct them.

I must learn everything again without you.