I wont give you another chance because I know that I deserve better.
I went to therapy and learn how to manage the emotional turmoil that you left me in.
I took small tiny steps to get better.
God & Man
You have chosen her from the beginning and I was just someone you turned to out of boredom.
I was just someone you wasted time with when she was away.
The in-between stolen moments that ended as quickly as it began.
The spark that spread uncontrollably like wildfire and which would be the ruin of me.
The option you kept around but would never choose.
And I am so done with you.
I am done waiting around for you to give me the time of the day.
I am done giving you the power for making me feel so small and inferior.
I am done letting you dictate my happiness and being miserable.
I have met someone else who is everything you are not.
He has treated me with nothing but utmost affection and sincerity.
He held my hand with no intention of letting go.
His love is steadfast and never wavers in times of adversity, difficulty, and uncertainty.
Love with him is calmness after a shipwreck.
He healed my tattered and weary soul with his gentleness and he earnestly wants the best for me.
Love with him has gradually become synonymous with calmness, joy, and happiness.
Love with him just makes me fall in love with everything.
With myself that I have grown to embrace my flaws and celebrate my imperfections.
With life that has become one big adventure that Im looking forward to embarking with him.
With the present that Im trying my best to live in the moment and cherish every moment together.
He just gets me and accepts me for who I am.
There is no barrier between us and our love deepens as each day passes.
