you’re gonna wanna realize that your actions have consequences.

Your actions hurt people.

But this time is different.

I Won’t Text You First This Time

Chad Madden

This time you royally fucked up.

This time youre to blame for my behavior and the hurt Im feeling.

Youre the reason things are the way they are right now.

But do you ever stop to do the same?

Do you ever wonder if Im having a bad day?

Put yourself in my shoesfor once.

We agreed that we are what we are and thats enough.

Thats not the problem.

We constantly give someone the ability to hurt us and thats on me; thats where I messed up.

I keep looking for the best in you, but you fail me every single time.

For her to tell me that your lips touched hers?

I did something that I dont do often.

And thats when it hit me.

Im too good for this.

I deserve way more than someone whos halfway in and halfway out.

I deserve way more than someone whos hooking up with other people while theyre hooking up with me.

Realistically, if I wanted to put up with that, I wouldve just stayed with my ex.

This is a respect issue.

Ive taken blame for every single argument before this, but I wont this time.

you’re gonna wanna realize that your actions have consequences.

Your actions hurt people.

Let this be a lesson.

Let this be a lesson that women are not expendable and even the toughest can break.

Let this be a lesson that I wont be there next time.

The next time you do something stupid and need me, I wont be there.

I hope you understand that this is your fault and know I wont text you first this time.