Learn to breathe without him.
Youre convinced that hes the one worth spending your endless moments with.
Everything he does is admirable to you.
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Hes the hero that you think will preserve your long, lonely nights.
But the problem is he doesnt like you the way you do.
He cant give you the love that youre giving him.
The fact is, romance cant be forced.
Sometimes in an instant.
Sometimes in the right time.
Because its his way of preventing you from wasting your time.
I know its easy to take it personal when he decides to fall in love with someone else.
But thats his decision.
You have zero influence about how he wants to run his life.
Find a world that you’re free to live in without him.
Learn to breathe without him.
Im sure theres a better guy coming in your way.
This thought may not make sense to you right now.
But one day, it will.
Especially when you remember the times that he let you hang by the thread.
When you patiently waited for him like a fool, hoping he would change his mind about you.
But just so you know, its never too late to kill whatever hopes that you have for him.
All the kindness that he showed you before meant nothing special.
His smiles at you were never an invitation to fall for him more.
The late night text conversations that you had with each other werent leading into a potential relationship.
You had it all wrong.
You read his intentions wrongly.
And those mistakes should be enough reasons for you to separate ways with him.
He can never love you more than as a friend.
And maybe its not your fault.
Theres nothing you might do about it.
Feel free to understand your emotions.
Ask yourself what is it that makes him so important to you.
Its okay to find answers.
Its okay to search for meanings.
Because your conclusions will help you leave your memories with him behind and heal.
One person not having the capacity to fall for you doesnt mean nobody else will.
The guy that you like so bad just happens to have stronger feelings for a different person.
Your preferences and his preferences are not matched.
Maybe in alternate universe, the two of you would have better chances.
But this is your reality.
And sometimes you just have to learn to move forward with it.
Staying will only hurt you.
Staying will only feed your mind false hopes.
And you shouldnt be keeping a guy in your life who cant be there with you all the time.
Feel free to turn off your love for him.
Feel free to widen the gap that separates you from him.
There will be a time when your feelings wont hurt anymore each time you remember him.
A day will come when you will stop looking for him everywhere you go.
