The thing is that if he likes you, you will know.
To wait for someone to change his mind and feel the same way as you do about him.
To be drowning in your own insecurity and uncertainty feeling like you would never be good enough.
Matheus Lira
Right now, youre hesitating to drop him a text.
Youre hovering between wanting to try harder or ending whatever is between both of you.
Youre torn acting like youre not bothered by it and wanting to ask him what is he really thinking.
If you have to wonder about his feeling, chances are hes not interested.
If you have to try and get his attention, most likely he hasnt been thinking about you.
Its affecting you adversely as you find yourself struggling to stay afloat.
I hope you find the courage and wisdom to walk away.
Walk away from the unnecessary drama that causes you so much untold pain.
Walk away from the vicious cycle that has become your new comfort zone.
Walk away from your fear and insecurity that you couldnt find the love that you truly deserve.
Because one day in the near future, you will be okay again.
This heaviness in your chest would stop hurting.
The current situation that caused you so much anguish would cease to matter.
The person that you thought broke you would no longer affect you.
The pain that seemed perpetual and a permanent part of you faded to a barely noticeable ache.
Love would be as easy as you imagined it to be.
Not because its magical but because for the first time, it would be mutual.
Both of you are equally devoted and committed to making the relationship work.
So until then, c’mon dont settle in love.
Dont try so hard for a relationship that has run its course.
Dont wait for someone to change his mind.
Dont ever feel youre undeserving of love.
You deserve the world and you should never have to settle for someone who doesnt see that.
