Im terrified that one day, you will look into my eyes and not feel a thing.
That one day, love will fade away as if it were never there.
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Updated 7 years ago,December 17, 2017
Im terrified of your kisses.
Ilie Micut-Istrate
Im terrified of the warmth of your heart, of your love.
Im terrified of the good times we share.
Im terrified that one day, Ill long for your touch.
Ilie Micut-Istrate
Im terrified that one day, Ill need you the most, but you wont be there.
Im terrified of the yelling, the fighting.
Im terrified of the pain I would cause you.
Im terrified of breaking your heart in ways I never imagined.
Im terrified that one day, I wont be the one you count on.
That it wont be my shoulder youll be crying on.
That it wont be my arms youll run to for comfort.
Im terrified that one day, I will be the cause of your tears.
Im terrified that one day, it wont be my messages flashing through your screen.
That it wont be my calls youll be waiting for.
Im terrified of the poems I write for you.
Im terrified of the smell of your perfume.
Im terrified of the promises I make.
Im terrified that I might not live up to them.
Im terrified that I will be a disappointment to your heart, to our love.
Im terrified that one day, my words will be of no meaning to you.
Im terrified of the plans we make over breakfast.
Im terrified that the future we see together might not come to pass.
Im terrified that the life we picture wont be.
Im terrified that the memories we make will one day be a nuisance.
Im terrified that it wont be us getting old together.
That it wont be us telling our never- ending stories to our grandchildren at thanksgiving.
Im terrified that one day, the us that is now will no longer be.
Im terrified that we wont be the annoying couple who just cant get enough of each other.
Im terrified that one day, we will be fed up with each other.
Im terrified that one day, youll be a memory that I will always suppress.
A thing of the past.
Im terrified of losing you.
