I don’t need you to love me, if you don’t.
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Updated 8 years ago,August 5, 2017
c’mon, dont waste mytime.
Dont play all the games you know how to play.
Cody Black
Dont roll the dice and expect me to stay.
Dont turn me into a fool.
Ive been through enough.
I dont need another person to get a chunk of me, just to take it without saying goodbye.
I dont need you to love me, if you dont.
I dont need you to lie and say things you dont mean, just to make me happy.
Cody Black
Dont assume Im dumb or naive.
Dont just assume I want you so desperately that I would do anything for you.
Because Ive played that game before.
Ive done exactly that, and it resulted in turmoil.
Dont wink at me.
Dont smile at me.
Do not communicate with me if you dont have the capability inside your heart to let me in.
Dont fucking make me want you.
Its too easy for me tofall.
Because my heart is wide open.
Its always open, for anybody that gives me a smudge of themselves.
Its too ready for something.
So eager and so misunderstood.
And maybe thats my fault.
Maybe thats my mistake.
You could say Im an idiot for believing in people I shouldnt believe in.
For hoping for the best.
For replying to the text messages that will go unanswered.
But I cant apologize for who I am.
And thats just who I am.
Im an open book.
And you wont even let me read a chapter of yours.
Stop making me believe in something that will never happen.
Stop whispering in my ear.
Stop the texts and the smiling and the mixed messages.
Im worth more than that.
Im worth more than you.
Im worth more than no replies.
Im worth more than someone who cant even make time for me.
Im worth more than someone who just plays games.
Im worth more than a closed up heart.
One day Ill meet someone who will let me unlock their heart.
One day, Ill meet someone who doesnt want to play games.
Who doesnt want to trick me.
One day, Ill meet someone who wont want to waste my time.
And one day Ill meet someone special.
Someone who realizes my magic.
Someone who realizes my worth.
Someone who will love me wholeheartedly.
One day, Ill meet someone who wonthesitateabout wanting to spend the rest of their life with me.
And that wont be you.
It will never be you.
