If you didnt care you wouldnt flinch if you hurt her feelings.
You wouldnt be checking her stories first or blowing up her newsfeed.
If you didnt care you wouldnt be wondering who shes with or bother to ask whats shes doing.
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If you didnt care you wouldnt wait until youre drunk just to text her.
Because when you cant be anything but honest shes the one you think of.
If you didnt care you wouldnt think of her when youre with someone else.
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Because even if they are prettier or everything you could want theres something about her.
She has something they dont.
And shes always the one in the back of your mind.
If you didnt care you wouldnt try and pull her in every time she tried to pull away.
If you didnt care she wouldnt be on your radar remotely.
You play cat and mouse like its a game you both hate but wont stop.
If you didnt care you wouldnt keep trying to make some power move over her.
You want to be the one who cares less.
Regardless of what you might say youve fallen for this girl.
Maybe shes not like the rest of them.
Maybe shes not your key in at all.
But there is something about her you cant put your finger on.
Other girls, you could read easily and play as youd like to.
But this girl not only doesnt play games its because of that shes the one making the rules.
For the first time in your life, someone else is saying jump and youre asking how high?
If you didnt care how she felt, the things she does do wouldnt affect you but it does.
But you find yourself apologizing more than you ever have in your life.
You find yourself trying really hard to impress her because shes simplistically impressed you from the start.
She makes you want to be a better man than you are.
She makes you want to make the right choices.
She makes you want to be the person she built you up in your mind to be.
And you fear the day she sees your true colors.
Shes changed you without having to do anything at all but be herself.
You like her enough to try and get her attention.
If you didnt care you wouldnt think of her when you see certain things.
You wouldnt look for reasons to talk to her.
You wouldnt ask questions you know answers to just to get her to talk.
If you didnt care you wouldnt post snap stories or insta stories hoping shes the first to see it.
If you didnt care you wouldnt feel those things at all.
Its the nights you arent alone and you look at a stranger who doesnt do it for you.
You dont want to.
If you didnt care she wouldnt be the last person you think of at night.
