They say you dont know whats important to you until its gone.
Now I understand why losing you left a void in my heart.
Im allowing myself to feel your absence in my life.
<Mehmet Kursat Deger
And Im wholeheartedly taking the responsibility for all the blame.
All I ever thought about was my feelings and I never considered yours.
I was a selfish, immature, entitled human being and you didnt deserve someone like me.
Im sorry that I left you.
And I hope you know that my heart is heavy with regret.
I would have fought my inner battles even harder and swallowed my feelings.
My only wish in the world right now is for you to give me one more chance.
Im willing to sacrifice my comfort in life just to see you and be with you once more.
Ill prove to you that Im a wiser, kinder, more mature, patient person now.
Ill give you a reason, every day, to keep me in your life.
If youre going to accept my apology, I promise not to break your heart again.
I will never ignore the efforts that you do for me.
I will constantly appreciate your love and care.
I will not hurt you with my coldness or with my unintentional bitter words.
They say you dont know whats important to you until its gone.
Now I understand why losing you left a void in my heart.
I finally understand how much you really mean to me.
Ill make up for the things that I missed.
Ill correct the mistakes that I did before.
And Ill stand strong against my fears.
I will keep wishing for our paths to intersect again.
I will keep dreaming to feel your presence beside me.
If one day youre going to read this, know that I am sorry for what happened between us.
I believe that its not yet too late to fix what has been broken.
