But she’s too afraid to find out the truth it’s over.
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Updated 8 years ago,August 28, 2017
She can feel you pulling away.
With every conversation, you grow a little distant.
God & Man
There is time lingering in your responses.
You dont look at her theway you used to.
Because suddenly this person she knew better than anyone is becoming a stranger before her eyes.
God & Man
Where you once talked every day she finds herself staring at her phone wondering.
When will I hear from you?
Has something suddenly changed?
She knows the answer is yes but she cant put her finger on what it is exactly.
Because every time you aretogetherit feels like you are miles apart.
And every time she reaches for you in the dark you turn over the other way.
Because every gesture doesnt feel genuine anymore.
But rather something expected because you did it before.
Because when she looks into your eyes shes wondering who is in your mind.
All she knows is it doesnt feel like its her anymore.
Because she says I love you not with confidence but wondering if shell hear it back.
Because every time she asks how are you, what shes really saying is how are we?
But shes too afraid to find out the truth its over.
Because with every goodbye she doesnt want to leave, fearing there wont be another hello.
So she holds you a little tighter.
But instead of trying to fix it shes just learning to value the moment and time you do have.
Overcome with the grief of how you even got here?
What if theres no way to fix this?
What if your part of each others story is just over?
And she wont say goodbye until she has to.
Until she is holding back tears not telling you to stay.
But she wants more than anything for the feelings to suddenly change.
Hoping that this could feel new again like it used to.
Love to be found that has been lost for a while.
But neither of you have come to terms with it.
But shell wait for that moment.
Where silence screams.
And I love you doesnt hold the weight that it used it.
And shell let you go without a chase.
Because sometimes the best thing you could do for someone you love…
…Is simply let them go.
