Don’t forget it was you that pushed me over the edge.
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Updated 4 years ago,March 16, 2021
I need you to do me a favor.
Think long and hard about the guilt-tripping, gaslighting, victim mentality you exerted.
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Its imperative that you acknowledge your actions and just how rooted they were in selfishness.
Do you remember the way my tone of voice gradually changed?
Do you remember the way it was once filled with such happiness?
That is, until my being faded into blind reliance.
That is, until I completely lost myself in it.
So I had to let go.I had to let go emotionally first for my physical exit to follow.
This feeling of letting you go didnt happen overnight.
The power to stand my groundis something that flourished the more I grew to be tired of your actions.
So now, I dont want you to say a word.
You owe me that much.
I dont want to hear your excuses and how for me, it was simply a case of overthinking.
I dont want to hear your attempts at justification.
I dont even need acknowledgement.
You had all the time in the world to make it up to me, but you never did.
Dont forget it was you that pushed me over the edge.
You have nobody to blame but yourself.
So hey, let me go so I can fall back in love with myself.
And I want you to stay right where you are.
Where am I now, you ask?
Im living life to the fullest and immersing myself in people and passions that comfort my heart.
Im dancing in the sunshine that is my fresh new start.
