She wants the games to end.
She wants things to be simple again.
She wants to be able to be herself around you like she used to do so easily.
Allef Vinicius
She wants to move on from this complicated limbo of almost’s and what if’s.
She doesnt know what to think anymore because youre pulling her in so many different directions.
Youre either pulling her in closer or pushing her further away.
Allef Vinicius
She doesnt know how to act around you because she never knows how youll act around her.
Every time she holds on to hope, her expectations are met with disappointment.
Deep down, she sees the light that you cant even see in yourself.
She sits through conversations with her friends who tell her to let you go.
She defends you in any way she can, even when she shouldnt.
But, she isnt stupid.
She knows her worth and she knows she doesnt have to settle for this.
She wont keep bending over backwards for someone who wont do the same.
She cant keep up with this whiplash of feelings, when you arent being clear about yours.
She cant keep over-analyzing your every little move.
Its not fair for her to have to second guess every moment she spends with you.
She wants to know that your stolen glances mean what she thinks they do.
She wants to know that your lingering hands want so much more too.
But you never take things one step farther.
You stop yourself from getting too close.
You act cold and distant.
You tell her youre no good for her anyways.
You tell her she should find someone better.
That she deserves someone better.
And youre right, she does.
She deserves someone who is sure of her.
But the truth is, the person we need and the person we want are often never the same.
And right now, she doesnt care about what it is she needs.
She doesnt want someone who is good for her.
She just wants you.
She wants the games to end.
She wants things to be simple again.
She wants to be able to be herself around you like she used to do so easily.
She wants to move on from this complicated limbo of almosts and what ifs.
Maybe shes wrong about you.
Maybe shes a fool for believing in every word youve ever said.
Maybe shes just reading into things way too much.
Maybe she shouldve listened to everyone else and given up ages ago.
But maybe shes right about everything.
Maybe the person she sees when she looks into your eyes has been there all along.
Maybe youre pushing her away because youre scared of how you feel.
Maybe you dont want to hurt her and you think you always will.
Maybe you think she would be happier with someone a little less like you.
Maybe its not that you think she deserves better, its that you think you deserve worse.
Maybe you dont think youre worthy of a good girl like her.
Maybe you couldnt be any surer about her, but cant help but feel so unsure about yourself.
Maybe somewhere along the line, you convinced yourself that you arent worthy of happiness or love.
She knows it, shes just waiting on you to realize it too.
So, if you care about her, forget about your insecurities.
Forget about everything that can go wrong and start thinking about everything that can go right.
If you care about her, tell her now.
Let yourself get lost in love, before its her you end up losing.
