There isnt going to be another chance, another time together, or another us.
There is no going back, only moving forward.
Im waiting for clarity.
Aziz Acharki
Im waiting for a second chance at love.
Im waiting for you to come back and give me the closure Ive been begging for.
Im waiting to get over you.
Im waiting to move on; Im waiting to forget you.
I dont want you stuck in my thoughts anymore.
I dont want to wrap around your finger anymore.
Im sick of the midnight memories, and the desperate pleas to make contact with you.
There isnt going to be another chance, another time together, or another us.
There is no going back, only moving forward.
Everything within me wants to fight our ending.
Every fiber of my being wants to call you and make things right.
Every single ounce of my weight wants to walk to your door and tell you that Im sorry.
I want to tell you that Im sorry that I failed you and that I failed us.
Every single part of me wants to fix this and avoid the ending.
Ive been procrastinating letting you go.
Ive written this over and over to avoid the words that have to start and end with you leaving.
Ive guarded my heart to yours so that I dont have to ever say goodbye.
Ive avoided letting you go, but I cant do that anymore.
I cant ignore the fact that time is moving on, and so are you.
I cant ignore the fact that sometimes love lasts for years and sometimes just for a season.
I cant ignore the fact that it is time.
Its time for me to accept that for whatever reason, it didnt work between us.
Its time for me to find the love that Im looking for.
Its time for me to run with both feet forward to the life that Ive been waiting for.
I dont want to fight against our ending anymore; I want to let it happen.
This is me knowing that today is a fresh start for me.
This is me walking into the future believing that I deserve love and that I will find it.
And this is me being okay with that.
Im okay with letting you go.
Im okay with knowing you arent coming back, even if it kills me inside.
