The truth is I cried myself to sleep the night before because I miss you.
I lied when I told you that all I needed was closure.All I needed was you.
All I needed was a different answer than the one I got.
Twenty20 / @criene
I lied when I told you we could be friends.
I was just trying to be mature.
I was just trying to find a way not to lose you.
I lied when I told you that Im not mad at you.
Because Im still hurt.
Knowing that youre with someone else hurts.
Twenty20 / @criene
Knowing that you let me go hurts.
I lied when I told you we should put the past behind us and start over.
I just wanted to be in your life.
I just wanted to find my way back to your heart.
I lied when I told you I understood you.
I think youre full of excuses.
I think we could have made this work.
I think you gave up too soon.
I lied when I told you Im over it.
Its all good.Its not.The pain still hurts like it was yesterday.
Im still trying to accept the fact that youre no longer in my life.
I lie because my honesty pushed you away.
I lie because I cant be honest with myself.
I lie because I cant handle any more tears when I remember the truth.
I lied when I told you that youll alway be in my life.
The truth is, Im done keeping the people who broke my heart in my life.
Im done holding on to the possibility of us getting back together.
Im done lying to myself.
I cant pretend that you didnt fool me.
I cant be another fool for you.
Youre not worth the lies.
