Im absolutely terrified to let someone in the way that I did with you.
It was time to put you behind me; I think everyone could agree with that.
You broke me.You left me broken and confused, time and time again.
God and Man
No matter how much I fought for you, it was never enough.
There wasnt a single thing that I could do to make you want to stay.
There was never any closure.
There werent any answers.
You didnt give me a clue as to why this had to have this outcome.
Every time you left me, it was out of nowhere.
God and Man
And every time that you left, it was worse than the time before.
You left me believing that you loved me.
How am I supposed to have a clue what love is?
How could I let someone have the hold on me that you had?
Im scared.Im absolutely terrified to let someone in the way that I did with you.
I gave you all of me, and you destroyed every bit of it.
The thought of doing it all over again is one of my worst nightmares.
I am finally free of you, but there are so many scars that are still left behind.
